- if you know me by now,
- January 22nd, 2009
i dont let anything come between me and my girls. somehow, in a way, things will definitely work out. thats just the way we roll. and i think i'm pretty thankful for that, coz i can see now why they say your girlfriends stick around and your family are always there.
however,sadly, even then, who you can really count on is only yourself.
i dont really know exactly how i feel right now. i feel kinda numb, kinda off and kinda everything that isnt very pleasant. but then again i look forward to saturday and i smile. you dont know how much i cant wait for saturday. like i said, family is always the best.
and then i think again and all i can feel is numbness. i've been stoning. for too long i think. every single bloody day, all i do when i'm alone is think. i think too much, i think. hah.
and mmp project work is ending soon. dont you think that project work always bring out the unpleasantness in you? i'm sorry girls if i've been such a pain in the ass to work with or like just moody every now and then. really sorry =s
oh but then theres still world issues and sociology projects.gahh. i think, i hope, i can manage.
life is pretty much now a lot about school. everything revolves around school. i cant wait for it to end. and then be in perth, and experience total independence and new things and a new lease of life at a foreign country. haha. UWA. i cant wait for you.
and i miss you in a totally platonic way. bet you dint know that. HAH.