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"honey she's not your best friend anymore"

i think that we are not too young anymore to think about the future.

you know, one hour doesnt make everything okae just like that.
i wish it could though.

made my day. yeah ryte. whatever.

i dont let anything come between me and my girls. somehow, in a way, things will definitely work out. thats just the way we roll. and i think i'm pretty thankful for that, coz i can see now why they say your girlfriends stick around and your family are always there.

however,sadly, even then, who you can really count on is only yourself.

i dont really know exactly how i feel right now. i feel kinda numb, kinda off and kinda everything that isnt very pleasant. but then again i look forward to saturday and i smile. you dont know how much i cant wait for saturday. like i said, family is always the best.

and then i think again and all i can feel is numbness. i've been stoning. for too long i think. every single bloody day, all i do when i'm alone is think. i think too much, i think. hah.

and mmp project work is ending soon. dont you think that project work always bring out the unpleasantness in you? i'm sorry girls if i've been such a pain in the ass to work with or like just moody every now and then. really sorry =s
oh but then theres still world issues and sociology projects.gahh. i think, i hope, i can manage.

life is pretty much now a lot about school. everything revolves around school. i cant wait for it to end. and then be in perth, and experience total independence and new things and a new lease of life at a foreign country. haha. UWA. i cant wait for you.

and i miss you in a totally platonic way. bet you dint know that. HAH.

seriously, seriously? shut up real madrid. and ronaldo, make a decision.

i also think that boys should treat girls with respect. how can one command respect when one doesnt give respect? i think i can hate you too, but i choose not to coz i've known you since forever and i know deep inside youre not like that. but then again, maybe one day it'll be too much and i think i'll hate you. dont let it come to that.

thank you.

i am angry no more, or sad or anything.
i just woke up from a really good long seep and i think thats what i really needed.

I've stooped this low and moved to blogger coz i cant upload pics here yet. so yeah.
go to jannahrihanna.blogspot.com now instead. but i'll still be here to view the friends yo =)

much loves,
jannah

HAHAHA. the funniest thing i've seen today. HAHA. still love ya tho loulou =) HAHAHAHA.

Hey ppl, thanks for everything-the wishes from every single one of my friends and the chocolate mint cake (THANKS AWESOME CLASSMATES!) and the movie treat (THANKS SALMAH, DIAN and SHAHINI!) and kak dillah for the surprise visit at twelve midnight although you were tired from work and mom and dad for the awesome ice cream cake and the beloved dslr and sister for trying so hard to be the first to wish me but failed to do so(HAHA) and kakak ti for the body shop thingee and and all the love that i received today. very very much appreciated. =) i'm a very happy girl today. really, thanks for everything.


on another note, Dark Knight is wayyyyyyy awesome although its freaking long. heath ledger was phenomenal. really.


xoxo,
jannah

the bloody iMac in school, while i was happily doing my skills test (well, not really happily), died on me. and me, being the stupid me, didnt save all the editing i already did. so, everything went missing and i had only one hour left to design the whole advertisement. FROM SCRATCH! but you know, its amazing how i was like, calm, throughout the whole test after that bloody iMac shut down and restarted on me. even chris said so. she said she would be freaking out if she was me. HAHA. basically, i dint panic like i used to always do whenever shit like this happens. erm, but i did curse alittle. can't help it. HAHAH. minus points already from god, coz i was fasting. heheh. so aniwaes, i finished the poster on the dot. it looks like shit though. but you know wad, i give myself the liberty to fail that bloody thing. technology hates me i swear. every single electronic appliance i touch, or go near to wont work well. for example, the microwaves. esp the ones at my aunt's and my house. they just stop working and go pretty much a little haywire when i am near it. when someone else tries to work it, it will work! its very annoying. i guess maybe i have some sort of demagnetising kinda super power.

on a brighter note though, i am going to buy myself a seventeen magazine tomorrow. coz you know why?! i wont feel like i am a poser teenage kid who is below seventeen who reads the seventeen magazine ever again!HAHHAHA. and well, just because tomorrow is my bdae, and i deserve to be happy and do happy stuff for myself. =)


xoxo,
jannah

it just occurred to me that i am going to turn seventeen soon. in 3 days to be exact. not like it matters actually. i just realised it when my sister gave me my advanced birthday present the moment i reached home just now. thanks mother and sister. hehe. anyway, i dont feel excited like i usually do. maybe if i had a party planned ala my super sweet sixteen, then i would be excited. well, i wouldnt be getting a car for my birthday thats for sure. haha. i dont even have a wish list! like i used to have. i mean i was young and immature you know, so a wish list would be a must then. but now, i feel weird really. i just want to like do well in school, be healthy, be happy and like just be happy. hahah. seventeen is just a weird number. like i think 16 was exciting. i have a feeling 18 will be too. maybe? yes? no? but 17, is like a weird number, you know with it being the number cristiano ronaldo used to wear and all when he played for portugal and like my love-hate relationship with him at the moment. okae, that doesnt make any sense. 17 is like, you're neither here nor there. and with so many things going on right now, my head is all messed up.


oh wait, i do have a wish. ok,i'll keep it to myself.
oh and thanks kak dillah too for like the dcfc tickets. you're da bomb =)



Three blind mice,
I may as well be asking them for stable advice
Instead I'm on a see-saw all day and night,
and all week, and all month, and all year,
all my life,
i'm only human

-wasting time by thirsty merc



i love that song.


and this makes me laugh like crap everytime i watch it. I WANT MY MONEY BITCH. HAHAHA. it never gets old eventhough its been months. HAHA.




xoxo,
jannah

okae, i really dunnoe how i feel ryte now about that grade. i just feel pretty disappointed you know. like yeah. Anws, SENTOSA pictures are up.



so this is sentosa. not on the side that we were on though. me and syaq went to the other side to take pictures. heh.




















Nasrul found the fish when he went to retrieve the ball from the water.










xoxo,
jannah

just as much i loved the weekend, school is back on. reality mode is back on. we have two freaking deadlines next week, and presentations is in like 3 weeks. gosh. so like this week will be full on projects. every single day we're gonna have a meeting right guys? and i swear Josh's blog still give me the creeps. YOU'VE TRAUMATISED ME FOR LIFE! i cant help but get all gooosebummy when i think of it. ERGH. THANKS A LOT MAN.

anyways, did i mention that my awesome parents bought me that table i've always wanted from IKEA? i got it in red coz the red is the nicesssst. i bought the kids rattan chair too, for me to sit on it. HAHA. it looks gooooood with the table. totally meant to be together. HAHA. and i think if i am going to paint my room soon before raya i want everything to be blue, red, green. okae, nvm, maybe next year things will be all blue, red and green. because i think its pretty impossible for this year. Raya is in what, three months? goodness. HAHAH. so little time so much to do. and raya will be like, exams period. how apt. wouldnt it just be nice?

xoxo,
jannah



ps: PLS advertising codes book, be there tomorrow on the shelves? i need you real bad. ANNNND, PHOTOBUCKET, STOP BEING A BITCH. more on the trip soon, when all pics are up. this is so lecehs.

i'm still trying to upload all the pictures from yest to photobucket. its taking forever i must say. so be patient yeah peoples. i'll email you guys the album link as soon as everything is up =)

xoxo,
jannah

i dont think you even have the right to say something like dat. who are you to scrutinise our every move? who are you? you're not god. this is between god and us. so what, are you trying to tell us? that just because we choose to be more fashionable than we should be allowed to be, we dont take our faith, our obligations seriously? you have gotta be kidding me. i take it seriously, we take it seriously. you're no saint and learning about what you said shouldnt have pissed me off cause it wasnt meant for me directly, but it did coz who you are talking about is my sister, and thats so blind of you. this time, i'm furious. i know why she's furious too. she should be. she have the right to be furious.


that aside, sentosa was fun. i am damn damn tired. so like, more pictures tmr i guess.




LOL at Haikal kissing Charles.


xoxo,
jannah

currently in love. with this Aussie band. totally awesome i swear. =)

addicted to "you're so last summer" by taking back sunday at the moment for no apparent reason. so random ryte. the song is like really old.

can't freaking wait for tomorrow. i mean, i know i'm weird for like being excited about the speaker series, but i am. and its going to be the first time my friends and i will be wearing office clothes to school tomorrow. how exciting. hahaha. and i'll meet nina varghese and steven chia!

oh and shairah, OMG OMG OMG. i'm super excited for you. heheh. =)


still numb though.


xoxo,
jannah

i lost my ezlink card today at i dunnoe where. thank you girls for helping me look for it. i guess i lost it maybe because i found two bucks? they say you will lose something that is yours if you found something else? HAHA. okae, anw so after that i went to return my library books and purposely borrowed another four. just in case someone might decide to use my ezlink card to borrow books using my precious library account. sheesh. i hope a really nice person found my ezlink card though and save me the hassle of making a new one and all.

but on a weirder note, when i reported my missing ezlink card, i saw the lost item listed on top of mine was a HP Laptop. i wonder how it got missing.


xoxo,
jannah